Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Course Accident



Don't ever dare to take your college as a matter of course because, like democracy and freedom, many people you'll never know have broken their hearts to get it for you.  

When the day I feel discouraged or simply lazy, as is bound to happen sometimes in simply saying "is this my dream to take up?" but, I remember the millions of people in the world who have not had my privilege. I Remember the poor and obscure lives of those countless millions who suffer from every sort of deprivation and frequently find themselves the unwilling victim of wars in the sense that I experienced the better and the worst thing back in the first semester in the institution. In my first day in school I feel excited to see and to know my new classmates.When the days go on, I knew the different behavior as well as how they communicate to the other person either in the way of being fool or in the way of being professionalism. I can't illustrate most of the attitude "well" were different but I wanted to ask this things every time I settle down and have time to talk with. I'm saying this in a frank way that "insecurities existed, why I'm saying this because I know that some people surrounds me have different characteristics and I'm not 100% that there are 3 out of 10 students are plastic to others I think I'm not the only person who observe this.

Instead of making some observation regarding with the behavior and characteristic of the students, my mind is accidentally open with the course I took up. I really disappointed because of the attitude they express to the course and having do the irresponsible act. My life that time is like a sunset that give meaning about the essential of living, of course I'm alive experienced bad lucks, downs and frustrations. Every time I walked inside the campus I talked to God, "Lord, no matter what it takes I'm here trusting you always and I knew that this unplanned decision will give justice to my course accident". I asked God always to give me strength to face the challenges that I encountered in the said semester. Since that day after day time will go through according to the flow of nature, my life in first semester is not stable because my experience go forward and my learning continue to grow up, that's what I'm talking all about. I think positive always I know that this aspect will push me and bring me to the peak of the mountain.//make sense//-#0